there's no sensible words to describe this really.
or a way of making it a thing that is understood.
i think that i like myself better, alone.
misunderstanding seems to follow me like a pack of hungry mutts, but i'm okay with that i suppose.
it's really alright.
i become lost in my thoughts, in my books, in my art.
and it's really alright.
i find comfort in the little things.
and in the Big Thing.
He makes me feel like a little thing.
and that smears a smile right across my rascal of a face.
oh how He loves such a wretched little thing like me.